:.:I LOVE HIM BUT I CANT LOVE HIM :.:

Have u ever decided 2 Love sumone becoz u were so afraid of losing wut u already had wit dat person? Ur heart decides who it likes and who it doesn’t. U can’t tell ur heart wut to do. It does it on its own… When u least expect it, or even when u don’t want it to happen….Have u ever noticed dat the worst way 2 miss sumone is when they r right beside u and yet u can never have them. Have u ever wondered which hurts the most; saying something and wishing u had not, or saying nothing and wishing u had? Have you ever loved sumone n they had absolutely no idea whatsoever? Or fell 4 ur ‘best-friend’ in the entire world, n then sat around and waited 4 him to fall 4 sumone else? i tell lies when im afraid. Afraid of wut i don’t know, afraid of wut others will think, afraid of wut will be found out about me. But every time i tell a lie, the things i fear grow stronger. Love is all about risks.im telling myself ‘Plz don’t be a person who has to look back and wonder wut they would have, or could have had. Nobodys perfect rite?’hurm…. i guess i have to carry on wit my new life…. It’s so hard to go on like everything’s ok; when inside I’d still cry 4 yesterday… ~I LOVE HIM BUT I CANT LOVE HIM~…. DAT’S ALL