I know my place …
I will never go beyond that hurdle …
Suit yourself …
I am nobody …
I am just oDiN …
// Waiting patiently for UPU result ..
// If I didnt have the chance to pursue my study at UTeM .. I will start working as a programmer somewhere where somebody appreciate me ..
// I’ve done my part (usaha) .. it’s time to tawakkal ..
Do you have a mentor ?
I do ..
But it’s ugly when your mentor doing their best to push you ..
Infosys's UTeM Campus Connect 3rd batch being cruel
and i manage to get
My Infosys Result (Fundamental Programming and RDBMS)
herm ..
the passing mark is 65% ..
do the math ..
😐
p/s : i’m broken hearted …
p/s 2 : trying to get a good bait to get a good fish .. hopefully 2 years is not so long until the next stage to ‘fishing’ .. sigh ..
Wallet baru dan Wallet lama
Wallet biru itu menjadi milikku ketika aku bersama dengan si dia . Walaupun sudah bertahun lamanya (eceh .. cam lama sangat la plak) aku menduda , aku masih menyimpan lagi wallet ini. Adakah mungkin disebabkan aku masih percaya bahawa dia akan kembali kepada ku suatu hari nanti ? Atau mungkin aku jenis yang kedekut untuk membeli wallet baru ?
15 April lepas merupakan hari jadi ku yang ke 21 . Ketika itu .. aku bersama dengan seorang yang aku sudah kenal setahun . Aku minta wallet baru . Kenapa wallet ? bukankah aku tidak kisah dengan wallet asalkan boleh menyimpan duit dan kad atm ?
Mengikut kepercayaan orang tertentu … (ok .. i admit it .. maybe im the only one who believe in this shit) .. the reason aku takde orang baru mungkin sebab aku masih menyimpan lagi wallet yang diberikan oleh ex aku . I should ditch the wallet + the feelings together that I used to have too ! . Jadi sebab tuh la nasib aku suwey dan tidak dapat menekel mana – mana awek UITM (sehingga jatuh hati ).
Dan aku jugak ada pasang niat , jikalau aku ada awek , aku nak mntak dia belikan wallet untuk ku. Tapi , yang peliknya .. aku masih single dan wallet baru itu bukan dibeli oleh gf ku .. well .. not yet .. someday maybe .. ?
p/s : Thanks finafedora for buying me a new wallet . >_<
If you are UTeM student and asking yourself why do u procrastinate .. i might know the answer ..
Currently now is 4:40 AM .. En Sanusi last minute inform me that I have to present my projek diploma / fyp to our beloved dean or bapak which is Prof Shahrin Sahib . And I still didnt fix the bug that I found during my presentation with Dr Faaizah .. ( it was 2 weeks ago .. but i had a fever or suspected h1n1 for a week)
So .. I’m buzzing via ym to my BITS senior (he graduate last year ) .. asking about searching using left join coz im joining 3 tables with quite a lot of columns ..
And I finally found the answer … and say thanks to him because replying my YM early in the morning
After 30 minutes I ask him this ..
Chat with Bro Faisal Imran - ex utem ..
Therefore .. my conclusion is .. if you hate procrastination .. doing your work last minute .. dont study at UTeM .. seriously .. i MEAN it .. 😛
Why I become a freelancer ?
Heck do I even know how to become a good freelancer ?
It started out when Im doing system / web apps for someone FYP after I finish my SPM .. I feel enjoy doing it because that is the only income for me .. My dad used to say ” If you want anything .. you have to earn it by yourself “.
What about now ?
I still enjoy until today .. meeting new people .. messing around with the codes .. learning new technology .. but frankly I still find it too much hassle .. Because the pay is not worth the effort that I give to complete the project . And until now I do have some problem charging for my services .. Because I need MONEY and I have to accept their offer even sometimes their demands is ridiculous ..
Sometimes I need to do the same old thing .. the same boring login system .. with CRUD .. bla bla bla .. using Dreamweaver built in codes .. Since I already know php framework .. it’s like torturing yourself using the tools and technology that you hate ..
Either way .. this is the only thing that I could do .. I need to do it .. to pay my bills .. feed myself .. service my motorcycle and leave me with enough money to go to MAMAK and lepak with my friends ..
In the end .. I didn’t save any of my freelance project .. BUT … the wisdom and knowledge that I gain being a freelancer is priceless ..
// No more RM500 per system .. I should charge more !
// No more crazy deadline ..
//No more projects until I finish my Infosys training (except the one that I promise before my training)
// There is 95% chances that Im gonna start working and being a corporate coder after my training .. Farewell UTeM ..
// and yes .. another footnote .. for those who want be a good freelancer .. check out freelanceswitch and this post.